its now 10.42 pm.. 1 hour and 18 more minutes to a brand new year.. at this last few moments of 2oo5, i wish i can say thanks to some people..

(in no order of preference.)


to cherylnn:
thanks girl for always being there, supporting me.. i really needed that... we've been through so much, i know we'll continue to. remember that u promised to help the sky for me when it falls!!! love you. hope that 2oo6 will be a good year ahead for you.

to shuhan:
hey my naughty sjab girl. got problem then confirm run to you, cause you're someone who gives good suggestions and understands how i feel. really thank you for the past one year. you've helped me a lot.. thanks.

to andrea:
my dajie. you seem to know everything. anything happen also cannot run from your eyes. hope 2oo5 was a good year for you. and i know 2oo6 will be better. keep dancing. wait for me to join class with you pple! loads of love..

to vanessa:
dear girlie.. i know you've been through a lot. got anything must speak out k? dun hide it all inside. if not one day will explode de. and thats the last thing i want to see happening to you. take care..

to michelle:
i'm so glad you came! continue to join us k? dun worry my dear girl. they are really nice people. try to get to know them. and whatever you do, follow your heart. i believe all of us will support you. see you soon girl..

to veronica:
haven seen you for a long time alread. hope you're doing fine. i'll keep praying for you. dun worry. i'm sure one day she'll understand. cheer up girl. looking forward to seeing you real soon..

to w355:
you all have been really great spiritual brothers and sisters. no matter what, i know i can always count on you guys. thanks for being there for me, supporting me whenever you can. i know 2oo6 will be a good year for all of us as we continue to bond more closely together. cheers.

to ex-w198:
you guys really rock to the core. i'm glad that i was part of you guys. i can never thank you all enough. thanks for everything in the past few years, and even now. i know our friendship will continue to blossom. stay in touch.

to 3e4'2oo5:
my class of monkeys. welcome back to the zoo.. i really had fun with you guys. keep rocking. start working hard for 'o' levels alread!

to steph, syu, jac and grace:
staircase gang. take good care of yourselves! and work hard for 'o' levels. i'm glad i got to know you guys more. cheers!

to twinnie:
hey girl. we;ve been through so much. frustrations, anger, happiness etc. name it, we got it. take care. loves!

to the rest of the gang :
hey! we've only known each other for a short period of time. but i believe its gonna get better. i thank god for you guys. god bless.

to you:
i know you can never be replaced. sorry for all the times i made you mad. and thank you for everything in 2oo5.. 2oo6 will be great. work hard! i'll be supporting you. love..

most importantly,
to god:
thank you for 2oo5. its been a year of ups and downs. but i'm glad i pushed through! i will be believing you for a better year ahead. i know, you'll never fail me. help me, this i pray. amen.

time check, 1131. 29 more minutes..

goodbye 2oo5, hello 2oo6..



i love these people. ((:

meanwhile, i've finished the word and quote of the day homework. spent a good one hour on it. ms ten better appreciate my effort.

ok. so it has been decided that i CANNOT go for the camp anymore. what a strong word to use huh? lol. its doesn't matter to me anymore. there's so much things to worry about. that is one off the list.

maybe i should just STOP worrying about everything.



i think i've ceased to feel. hahas.

production has ended. everything's well. heard from twinnie that sun said it was good. glory unto Him. now, without all the rehearsals and practices, i feel weird. i think its alright to feel that way. haha..

i think i'm very bothered by the sec 1 camp stuff. its kinda weird how pple work. so its like they expect me to be there when i receive no information about any meetings or whatsoever. TADA. its weird how pple think. if u really want me to appear when i know nuts about it, then you are expecting too much from me. i'm not god, neither can i read your mind. thank you. its not the part where i'm not being able to be part of the camp that makes me mad. but the blaming part. HELLO?! please stop blaming me?! because i have not and surely did not receive anything about the camp. case close. period.

madness.



right. tomorrow's the day..

thinkin about going on stage tomorrow makes me think of somethings..

have u ever wonder? the people up stage, with big white smiles and all, are they really feeling the same way they potray themselves. performing is almost like hiding how you feel and present the best out of yourself regardless of your current situation. behind all the make-up, all the smiles, you see lonliness, depression and hurt.

that's just some random thoughts that came to my mind.

if you think everyone who's smiling and performing is happy and contented, you must be so shallow..

i'm off.



I'VE GOT MY JAZZ SHOES! envy me please.. i just love it can.. haha..

i think i'm going ikea soon. with dad. i'm making my darlings christmas presents! heh.. thank me hor! i so busy still make. lols. just hope to see as many of them on saturday. QUAN KAO NI LE CHER DARL. (:

and and and.. guess wat? i went window shopping with twinnie yesterday and i saw this really really nice bag and i really really liked it! and.. i'm getting it today! twin said i should get it. and dad says he wants to get me for christmas. like YAYS. hah..

like cher, i'm into playboy too. LOL. i want the bracelet. if not the necklace. if it's a necklace, i wan a real big one. hah.. we'll se about it..

and constance have lost weight. :D haha.. i'll update soon..



dance is getting hectic. almost everyday this week. but hey, i'm loving it more and more. hah.

cherylnn's back! (LIKE YAYS!) she didn't buy me anything.. hmphs! but i still love her so! haha.

i'm gonna get my jazz shoes today with the peeps. (DOUBLE YAYS!) always what i wanted. and bro kenny's subsidising 40 bucks as a token from the dance ministy. nice eh? x))

you know it hurts. the fact is i've never done those things and yet you blame me for doing that. i've never done it.. but if you'll feel better if i said yes, then i did it. enjoy yourself.

and.. i haven send out my christmas cards..



brother ryan taught me something.

its not as easy as it seems to be a dancer. your attitude, the way u look at things and all the hard work that you have to put in. its really all discipline, discipline and more disciplining of the mind, body and soul..

being part of this christmas production have blessed me much. the things i learn physically, emotionally and spiritually can never be replaced.. in order to put up a good item, a good and solid dance item, every single one is responsible for taking it seriously. its a group item. not a solo dance item. we all have to work as a group, practise together till perfection.

i really want to taste the fruit, with over 7,000 people clapping and screaming for you. i know like what brother ryan said, its a golden opportunity and not a lot of professional dancers can get a crowd like this and feel the way that we will feel. i am really fortunate and blessed.

i will work HARD. practise my steps till PERFECTION. mark my words..

thanks brother ryan. u have really taught me a lot. thank you..

lord.. help me please. without you, its impossible. but with you, i know its possible.





back from KL. didnt buy anything much..

going JB again next weekend. duno what's wrong with the going in and out of malaysia.. the jam makes me sick.

ok.. i saw lots of stuffed toys there.. ha..

my mind is totally blank.. i have nothing else to blog..

oh yes..

vanessa darling.. dun sad le k? (: cheerios.. dun wan see pple sad sad de..

cher dear. buy me stuff from taiwan k? love u..

hannie! dun get tortured in camp.. ha.. long time never see u le.. go out soon. ha..

andrea lao da.. keep dancing.. got work tell me ah! i need to have income.. ha.

ronz.. i duno where u go le la.. nv see and talk to u for ages.. tc girl.

michy baby.. sorry couldn't meet u at KL eh.. last min changes. anyways, enjoy yourself..

i should be done here.. i'll blog about the trip another time.. tc peeps..

just like what you've said.. i hate you because i love you.. im sorry for all the times that i made u mad.. u must know i really did not do it on purpose.. all the bm2 and hm2 i saw at KL made me really kept thinkin of what happened in the past.. everywhere i go.. i will change.. but.. please help me.. love..



lots of stuff going in zhss..

like wth? mr lim's leaving. and that is not a very good sign. one day we'll witness the fall of zhonghua.. and who else? i heard that mr noel koh, miss ten and mrs tobias are leaving. and so, we'll also see the downfall of the english dept. can u imagine? mrs tobias gone. who's gonna take care of the school's stuff ah? all the time, i see mrs tobias in-charge of this and that.. mr matthew quek's leaving as well. who else.. and of course.. miss loo's leaving.. mrs e lim's and mr lee mc gonna retire next year. and grace said that miss michelle chan's contract's ending next year. i duno how true all these are but.. one thing i know.. maybe the one who has leave is thp.

i'll never understand all the politics and internal affairs of the school. never.. what seems so nice and proper and tidy, in the end, turns out to be a pile of dunno what.

and syu was saying.. was it syu? or grace? ok nvm. just one of them. she said we don't have to visit our teachers anymore after we've graduated. because there's no more teachers we know to visit. makes sense eh?

why am i caring so much ah.. one more year and i'm gone. just don't take away all the current sec 3s' teachers. please. we beg u..

to think of it.. o's gonna come real fast.. can't believe that i'm gonna end my secondary life soon.. where should i go after that? time to plan for the future eh? ha..

i tell u. i hate maths alright. i just can't get it la.. ha.. i think maths has given up on me.. oh well..

surprisingly, i've done SOME of the holiday homework.. which surprisesd myself as well.

HOLIDAY HOMEWORK. =/
english;
#1: commonwealth esaay.
#2: subscribe to http://www.thefreedictionary.com/- write down 3 words + 1 quote each week [for 6 , weeks]. find a personal quote to share.
#3: vocabulary exercise 78, 79, 80, 92.

chinese;
#1: chinese assesment [whole book].
#2: bao zhang du hou gan.
#3: lian xi 1, 2, 3.
#4: bedok view sec paper.
#5: xin min sec paper.

emaths;
#1: holiday assignment.

amaths;
#1: holiday assignment.
#2: mr. lee's assignment.

lol.. i didnt do a lot ah.. haha.. okay. i'll make sure i do some before i go kl next week. its really cool. cher's going taiwan on 9th and i think she'll be back like 13th? is it? ha. and han's going camp on the 9th to 12th. michy is going kl on the 9th! and i'm going on the 8th! really coincidence eh..

yesterday i went to meet mum for lunch.. we went esprit.. and i got this beigey-white pants. heh.. real nice. there's this tiger behind. and it's kinda cool. im happy. (:

going out with godma and aunt real soon. im gonna wear that. ;) and i'm havin cg at 7. it'll be good.

im leaving u with my dear nephew's picture!


aww.. heh... till then, enjoy! ((:

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